Thoughts

It's just two more days before exam's over! Don't know if I look forward to it or not. From what I gathered, people say holidays are boring! I have yet to experience that but quite soon. Really wondering how it feels like. But after weeks of studying and months of going through the course, it all boils down to the exam. So all of the feelings and ups and downs that we go through will all be put to the test soon. That is alot of feelings into one paper, all dependent on one outcome, how well we did in the exam paper. Luckily we have been sitting exams for all our lives, for if not, if this were the first time then we would be quite nervous indeed. But also is it worth it to do well in exam? Surely our life wouldn't change that much if we didn't do well, would it? Some people are happy when they do well, some would still be happy even if they didn't do well. It's really about happiness, I feel. Like, what is the point of doing good if it doesn't make you happy? Life's too short. I guess for myself I want to do well in exams so that I gain satisfaction from that, to prove to my ego that I am that good. But I know in the end, it won't really make a difference, because when we leave this world, it's not about that piece of paper that has an A on it, but how much different we have made in other people's lives whilst our time on earth. So, I still don't know why I am working hard in exams. Help me.